is that there’s always someone willing to go out of their way to make you smile again. Fine, I’ve had a rough couple of weeks, but I’ve also made a fantastic new friend who will literally do anything to make me laugh. So as much as I should be stupidly depressed right now, I’m actually not. I’m angry, sure, but I’m mostly just annoyed at myself for wasting my time on someone who’s actually turned out to be a complete jerk and who shits on everyone that cares about him. I’ve had so much support from people I don’t even know, his “friends” that he’s been a complete cunt to. A lot of girls that he’s messed around have messaged me to say they’re really sorry that he hasn’t changed and he’s still the biggest douchebag around. So yes, he cheated on me, yes he lied to me, yes he hadn’t actually broken up with me before getting back with his ugly ass ex girlfriend who he’s spent the last 7 months slagging off and telling me how he was only with her because she did things for him and how he was just using her, and yes, rather than telling me he just blocked me on facebook like I never existed. But do you know what? I’m ok.
Because I am better than him. And if I’ve learnt anything in the last 22 years it’s that I there is always someone out there who wants to make you smile when you’re hurting.
Besides, I love myself enough that I’m not gonna let him make me feel bad about myself, or stop me trying to find my happy ending. I was wrong when I thought that this was it, this was just another chapter.
But still… Fuck you, you fucking fuck. You didn’t deserve me in the first place.